This is just going to be a huge rant.

You know when someone says they love you, you expect certain things from them... such as a touch, a smile, a text; some kind of inclination that the person who has said multiple times that they love you, really does love you.  it's aggravating. it's so aggravating when all you want is for them to hold you and tell you that they do love and cherish you, that you're not just some girl to them, that YOU matter more than the other girls you talk to. Maybe i'm needy, maybe i have some complex where i need to be shown that i'm not disposable. that i matter. maybe i'm wrong, maybe the she's lying to me. maybe she doesn't love me, maybe i'm crazy. what i do know is; i love her, and i hope to god somewhere that she loves me back.