starving

the song through glass is stuck in my head.
i find it symbolic.
it's melodic nature and begging lyrics are what i am right now.
being alone. even for a little while is terrifying to me.
i'm in an empty room, my stomach growling, praying that i don't succumb to its cries.
my head is pounding, and there's a 24pack in my refrigerator, should i drink alone?
because if i do, i might slip into the abyss and never return.
will i do it?
i've been pondering whether or not my life is worth the taking.
i'm pitifully broken.
with my scattered thoughts plastered on a page for you to read.