i am a loser. in every way.
i can't keep a job, i can't keep a girlfriend, i can't even eat like a normal person.
fuck, i can't even successfully kill myself i'm such a loser.
i make myself sick.
i really do.
i get yelled at for cutting, which just makes me want to cut more.
it doesn't make sense, none of this does.
i'm going into hibernation for a hundred years.
i'll come back out when it's warm, and everyone i know is dead.
